I am very relaxed today I have paid off a MAJOR debt! I have a roof over my head for a few more months.  Trying to use all my Living Social exercise coupons before the end of the year. For someone who lost their job 2 months ago,  I actually feel pretty good about the future. I almost feels like I can reach out and touch everything I see in my future.

I feel totally lost today . I have lots to do yet I have no will to do it. I never have any help with my problems so I have to do everything on my own.
I want things to go smoothly all the time and they don't.
I guess I just feel overwhelmed.